chapter 72what about my sense of existence

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&#lt;p&#gt;The party hall was too stuffy.
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&#lt;p&#gt;Mo Qinyu was about to go home, but she did not expect that Xu Ruochen came over.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"I will take you to a place, come with me." He took her to the car.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She didn't know that where he was going, but with him, she felt very happy and relaxed.
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&#lt;p&#gt;In front of Qin Yichen, there was only tension, fear and strong sense of oppression, and the string in
her heart was always tight.
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&#lt;p&#gt;The car turned a corner at the crossroads and they arrived.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Wow, it's the Ferris wheel." Her dim eyes turned bright.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Come on,let’s go up together." He made a gesture of asking,which was very elegant.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She smiled and went with him.
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&#lt;p&#gt;They could overlook the night view of the City Long from there, the lights were shining and the vehicles
were passing through.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"It's beautiful." She rounded her eyes.
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&#lt;p&#gt;Every time I am in a bad mood, I will sit on the Ferris wheel and overlook the world below. Then I would
think about the smallness of human beings, the shortness of life, and the closure of the world. Never
bothered yourself."
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&#lt;p&#gt;There was a charming smile on Xu Ruochen’s face.&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;"It's very short-lived, but despite this, it's was still too long, I feel that time passed slowly, so slowly," she
said emotionally. When Acong and Xiaowu were in a car accident, she felt that her life had ended. Her
life was nothing but a walking dead.
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&#lt;p&#gt;" Are you feeling this when you were in the hall?" Xu Ruocheng looked at her for a moment, as if he
was asking, but he was comforting her.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"It seems that I am not suitable for that. Every time I become a negative focus." She sighed.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She didn’t belong to this group,and she couldn’t became their member,either.
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&#lt;p&#gt;In fact, she did not want to became one of them, she was just a passer-by. When she had enough
medical expenses,she could leave.
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&#lt;p&#gt;This place and Qin Yichen were not worthy of nostalgia.
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&#lt;p&#gt;“You are the wife of Qin Yichen, so you should get the attention of everyone." Xu Ruocheng said, "You
don’t have to guard against the woman beside him,you should be careful with your cousin Mo
Mengshan, only she can threaten your status."
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&#lt;p&#gt; "I know that she won't give up. She and aunt would try their best to making trouble." She snorted.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"She is not dangerous. The important thing is that Qin Yiman has united with her. She is dangerous."
Xu Ruochen said.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"I have already learned." She shrugged. "The father-in-law froze her cards, took her clothes away, and
let her go out to work. I think she should divert her attention and not always stare at me. "
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&#lt;p&#gt;"She won't, your mother-in-law will definitely help her." Xu Ruochen said.&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;Mo Qinyu believed this, her mother-in-law had always been very fond of her, she could do everything,
that’s why she became such arrogant.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"I just want to live quietly, I didn't expect it to be so difficult."
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&#lt;p&#gt;"There are some people, even if you don't provoke her, she will provoke you. You have to give her
some lessons." Xu Ruochen said in a low voice.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She understood what he meant and she shook her head. "I can't, or my mother-in-law will kill me."
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&#lt;p&#gt;"You can't do this, give it to me." He smiled.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She looked at him in confusion, not knowing what he wanted to do, It seemed that he had such power
which she could even image.
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&#lt;p&#gt;In the ballroom, Mo Mengshan tried her best to show her feeling of Qin Yichen.
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&#lt;p&#gt;Qin Yichen was expressionless, but his eyes were gloomy and terrible, and it was full of anger and
depression.
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&#lt;p&#gt;Under the dim light, no one noticed it.
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&#lt;p&#gt;Qin Yiman tried to assist. "Hey, do you want Mengshan to perform a dance? Mengshan is good at that."
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&#lt;p&#gt;Qin Yichen suddenly stood up, Mo Mengshan felt happy at that time, she was so happy that she almost
reached out.
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&#lt;p&#gt; However, Qin went out directly and ignored her.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She felt so sad, and the loss in her heart was like a wave.&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;She desperately comforted herself that it didn't matter, although he didn’t care about her,he didn’t care
about Mo Qinyu,either.
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&#lt;p&#gt;He had publicly announced that he would divorce, so she still had a chance.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Hey, where are you going?" Qin Yiman stood up and followed.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Is that have anything to do with you?" Qin Yichen’s eyes flashed with cold light.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"You should ask Meng Shan to dance, she is your real fiancee,but someone replaced her, she was so
sad." Qin Yiman pouted.
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&#lt;p&#gt;There is a haze of sorrow on the face of Qin Yichen. "Qin Yiman, you care about me so much, I should
give you a big gift to thank you."
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&#lt;p&#gt;"What gift?" Qin Yiman’s gaze turned bright.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Send a woman to Ru Chen!" He said slowly, word by word.
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&#lt;p&#gt;Qin Yiman almost fainted, her face was darker. "What do you mean?"
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Just want to make you feel same." When Qin Yichen finished, he pushed her away and went out.
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&#lt;p&#gt;Stupid woman, she hadn’t come back, where did she go?
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&#lt;p&#gt;In fact, Mo Qinyu came back. She let Xu Ruochen went in first, she was sitting on the long chair
outside waiting for the party ended.
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&#lt;p&#gt;She played her mobile phone and did not notice the people around her.
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&#lt;p&#gt;A sports car drove over and stopped in front of her.&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;As soon as the door opened, the people inside went out like a tornado and took her into the car.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Qin Yichen, how could it be you? The party hasn’t end yet, what are you doing?" She was uneasy.
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&#lt;p&#gt;His expression was not good, it seemed that he was irritated by something.
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&#lt;p&#gt;That Won’t be her anyway.
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&#lt;p&#gt;But she may become the one who had to tolerate his bad temper.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Where have you been?" His tone was calm, like the dark tide before the arrival of the huge waves,
flowing slowly.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Just sitting here." Her voice was low, and she did not say anything about that she had gone to the big
wheel with Xu Ruochen.
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&#lt;p&#gt;He took a deep breath and it seemed that that were fires in his heart, but he didn't know how to vent it.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"Is the party boring?"
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&#lt;p&#gt;"It doesn't matter, just sit and drink, chat with friends." She shrugged and said indifferently.
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&#lt;p&#gt; He glanced at her from the rearview mirror, "Who?"
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&#lt;p&#gt;"In addition to Xu Ruochen and Xu Ruofang, no one would treat me as a friend?" She smiled lightly.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"No one else except them?" His tone remained calm, his heart was like a volcano that was about to
erupt, and angry lava was piled up.
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&#lt;p&#gt;"No, I don't know anyone." She shook her head and looked a little bit stunned.&#lt;/p&#gt;
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&#lt;p&#gt;Qin Yichen tightened his finger on the steering wheel, as if he was forcing a certain emotion that was
about to get out of control.&#lt;/p&#gt;
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